我真的能够放下所有的问题吗？ 你们都叫我不要为这种人而烦恼。

可是真的很难。哎呀， 我不去想了。

就让我过一个快乐年吧！！！

hi it has been a long time since i last blog .. too many tings happening around me . am i doing the right thing ??

i know i must help myself , but realy really hard .

giving up ? continu ? to stay as if it is.?

there are too many question in my brain ......

我已经知道错了。 为什么人家还不知道我的诚意？ 我应该做些什么才可能原谅我。 不知道什么时候发现自己已经到了无可救药的地步。

i have been trying to change but fails . nevertheless 学好三年，学坏三天。 真的沦落到这个地步吗？。。。。。。

人啊为什么要戴着面具待人呢？？

wish all my fellow frens and buddy a happi 2011 new yaer .....

thanks
regards
Leon

wht makes a better person ... no mistake .. immpossible . ppl make mistake why dun u ppl jus take it easily

must it to announce it out to everyone ..

i wish i could get out to but eventually stop me from moving

pls la ...

yoz everyone it has been real long long time since i update the blog due to my busy schedule .

For the whole current week i was so angry . for wht i have done no body understand me and even closes friend din even understand me . trying to be strong so not letting anyone to worry for me .

most of the time is for work and hm not enough time for myself . Why am i gg thru this shit ... ppl are telling me things that i won`t wan to hear .. why why why ...

my heart now so messed up ... nobody helps ......

btw i gg to korea this mid dec 15 - 23

cheers
regards

Why Why Why always been so hard to maintain r/s between friends . Thinking thru the past . i wish i could get back everyone trust but however somehow broken and ... .. can`t actually think out of the box . always in my own world .. u tell me wht should i do ..

i wish i could leave as before .. haiz..

How i feel is all said in this song

出发点总是好的 你终于离开了
为我好 这点我懂的
不必再争取了 你不该我的

多给一个理由 一个借口 也是多余的
你的每个拥抱 每个亲吻 全都是冷的
说真的没什么 都几岁了 谁没分手过
我不会感到挫折 舍不得放手 太放任
这点小伤口 很快就愈合
留下浅浅疤痕 当做纪念 多幽默
只是小伤口 那又为什么
随时碰 就随时痛
这点小伤口 多久会愈合
那么疯狂的爱 两败俱伤 多寂寞
只是小伤口 时间绑架我
你不需要担心我
只是小伤口 时间绑架我
我想念你给的痛